sorry i’ve been preoccupied with figuring shit out
i feel bad. i’ve sort of ignored jonathaneppers.com (me) for the last few months. i guess you could say this is partly a reflection of all the things going on in my life.
i’m one of those people that has a hard time focusing on any one thing for to long. it’s always been something i’ve struggled with because some things in my life, especially the things i care about the most, really do take a lot of focus and attention. i’ve not always done a great job at this. you name it: friends, check. relationships, check. job, check. life, eh.. check?
i’m 29 and by all means, my late teens and throughout my twenties have been a whirlwind in itself. but i guess that sort of happens to everyone, right? like we go through our twenties and by the time we hit thirty, we’re supposed to be more serious, mature and, eh.. focused? yea, focused.
if there’s one thing i would say is noticeably more important in my life, it would most definitely be my family. i’m lucky. i come from a really great family - married parents, four brothers and lots of grandparents, aunts/uncles and cousins. they support all my mistakes (and accomplishments) and they just love me. as someone who played a lot of sports growing up, it’s the best team i’ve ever been part of.
so what does all this mean?
for me, jonathaneppers.com is just a place i can write. it’s like my own diary, domain and all. only difference is this one’s public. anyone who comes here can listen to what i’m thinking at the very moment i posted it.
i’m going to start spending much more time writing on here. it’s really about me, not you (and i mean that in the most humble of ways).
they say writing helps you focus because it takes focus. so i’m starting there.
next up for me, how i see myself in the world. stay tuned.
